Where's my Cookie??

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

CHRISTIAN LIVING. living for god
i guess its about everyday living
and like,not just living for the spiritual high
jesus i decide to live
a life that shouts your fame
well. mission trip is in about...three.two months?
and i really hope this team,
will go for the trip, because of their love
for God, and to do his work
and not just because.
oh that person is going. oh
my friends are going, i should jump
on the bandwagon.
but then again, who am i to decide?
God knows the heart.not me,i just follow him

on another note.
schools been very bad for me.
commitments.schoolwork.
chem.physics.math.killers
geog is becoming a chore now.
my best subjects are fading into nothingness
but hey.thats all the worlds standard.
i dont care what my friends think of me, its all right
but then again.its quite hard not to
conform to the worlds standards
midyears coming up in about 4 weeks?
and i still feel like i just
started school
the pace is very hectic.
everyone in the class is trying
to best each other
to climb that ladder to become top.

mids.twenty percent of the
final grade.
one fifth of my mark.
to make or break me
sigh.
but on another note.my chinese may not be taken as an examinable subject for midyears.

gahh.i still see that giant obstacle
the gap in the road
the unsurpassable hurdle of
homework, and tests.
god help me

|sam| 6:08 AM|

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