Where's my Cookie??

Monday, February 28, 2005

i wish. i could have chosen the O'level path.
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i wouldnt be so stressed, i would have more free time to concentrate on God, and more time for games.
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but then again. i wouldnt have met Mr.Azmi, or FerdinandQuek, or Mrs.Sushila. (or was that a miss?). i wouldnt have faced all these trials and temptations and learned lessons.

i wish i could have not chosen the GEP path.
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i wouldnt be so, sad. i wouldnt be so stressed, then i would be able to concentrate on a sport and a UYO. i would have put more time into church and personal QT.
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then again. i wouldnt have made such great friends (tien, javis, fab, ding and others). i most probably would not have the determination to study if i wasnt in GEP. most probably would not have gotten into ACSI. most probably would have strayed off the path of God.

i wish i hadnt told. i wish i hadnt done a lot of bad things that i have done. but then again. you cant turn back the clock, there is no way to look back and change what you have already done. i just hope what i choose in the future, is what God wants me to do.

so i guess i AM quite happy to be where i am. but i still cant stop dreaming about what life would be like. on the other side. (i wish i could just concentrate)
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as they say the grass is always greener on the other side

|sam| 5:05 AM|

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