Where's my Cookie??

Monday, January 03, 2005

Sometimes its hard for
me to understand.
why we move away from
each other so easily
even though we
were once great friends.
the connections not the
same now, hardly
talking. never
whispering. its like
the person i once
knew has become
a stranger to me once again

and that thing that
i did. i do regret
it, spoiling what i thought
was a good friendship. but
somehow whenever
i reproach myself,
i realise that it
was the right thing to do
offloading all the guilt
pain and sorrow
that came with it
and now i feel, better
in some way, or ano-
ther.

friendships
broken, some
threatened, all for
just your
hearts desires.

sometimes i
wish i could
turn back the clock
and take back those
words that i
said to you. but
time has passed, it cant
be brought back
even though my body
regrets it, my mind
knows that it was
all part of
gods
plan
for
me
and you. somehow
someway.

by the way i dont know why im writing this. i guess its just frustration in school and stress. yeah.

|sam| 8:05 PM|

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